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Song Of the Week:"Everything" by Lifehouse
"You", "Only Hope", "Home" by Switchfoot
"Whatever You're Doing (Something Heavenly)" by Sancutus Real.
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I went through a box.
changed my life.

everythign I ever thought was shattered by midnight that night...

but that full reality...hasn't hit me fully yet.
but the more and more I talk to him--the more and more I realize what God is doing...

but I have found home...and I wouldn't go back for the world--

I'm walking into a complete unknown.
But God has the answers
God has the control
and God is leading me...
HE knows what is best...and right now--as much as I don't knwo how this could be best...I will let Him show me how...and where to go.
B/c really...
every preconcieved notion is gone.
Where this is going--only God knows...
and for the first time I actually have an open heart to see what He wants...
rather then planning it myself.

Drop the pen.
Let Him write the story.
Be the charater that doesn't know where it's going...
because you can only see what's been written...what is to come is for you to find and and be prepared, pointed and built to.

He has yoru story all planed out...so why do you need to write any peice of it?

Be surprised by grace, love and mercy--and do your best to live it out--to show others.

the past is real--and remembering it should only make you want to change--not make you feel guilty and want to change it.
You can't change the past--so don't dwell on slpilled milk.
You were young, you were dumb, you were learning...
you still are--so don't let the fact that you learned from an expierience make you think you have figured it out....learning and mastering are two differnt things...
the first takes but a moment of thought..
the second takes a lifetime of mistakes, trials and falls...
but the trick is...you keep getting up knowing God has given you grace, love and mercy to try again and be refined by what you've done.
Arrogance is deceiving...making you think you have come farther that you really have...
You are growing and changing--but never stop...b/c when you have...you die...like ever other flower...once the growing has finished it dies to make room for another...

drop the pen.
don't stop growing.
and don't let the unknow scare you...
b/c in the ARms of God--what else is there but blessing? be surprised, be refined, be His.
Let Him do what HE will...be ready.
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