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And the closer I get...the more reality....

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 25, 2008, 10:29 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: many things....
  • Reading: Robin Hood; The Lord of the Rings
  • Watching: Reality become real.
  • Playing: Who I know I am.
  • Eating: The Truth.
  • Drinking: The whole thing and loving it. C:
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Song Of the Week:"Everything" by Lifehouse
"You", "Only Hope", "Home" by Switchfoot
"Whatever You're Doing (Something Heavenly)" by Sancutus Real.
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I went through a box.
changed my life.

everythign I ever thought was shattered by midnight that night...

but that full reality...hasn't hit me fully yet.
but the more and more I talk to him--the more and more I realize what God is doing...

but I have found home...and I wouldn't go back for the world--

I'm walking into a complete unknown.
But God has the answers
God has the control
and God is leading me...
HE knows what is best...and right now--as much as I don't knwo how this could be best...I will let Him show me how...and where to go.
B/c really...
every preconcieved notion is gone.
Where this is going--only God knows...
and for the first time I actually have an open heart to see what He wants...
rather then planning it myself.

Drop the pen.
Let Him write the story.
Be the charater that doesn't know where it's going...
because you can only see what's been written...what is to come is for you to find and and be prepared, pointed and built to.

He has yoru story all planed out...so why do you need to write any peice of it?

Be surprised by grace, love and mercy--and do your best to live it out--to show others.

the past is real--and remembering it should only make you want to change--not make you feel guilty and want to change it.
You can't change the past--so don't dwell on slpilled milk.
You were young, you were dumb, you were learning...
you still are--so don't let the fact that you learned from an expierience make you think you have figured it out....learning and mastering are two differnt things...
the first takes but a moment of thought..
the second takes a lifetime of mistakes, trials and falls...
but the trick is...you keep getting up knowing God has given you grace, love and mercy to try again and be refined by what you've done.
Arrogance is deceiving...making you think you have come farther that you really have...
You are growing and changing--but never stop...b/c when you have...you die...like ever other flower...once the growing has finished it dies to make room for another...

drop the pen.
don't stop growing.
and don't let the unknow scare you...
b/c in the ARms of God--what else is there but blessing? be surprised, be refined, be His.
Let Him do what HE will...be ready.
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Current Status.
1 God=My Life (Wait Watch and Listen for Peace Strength Clarity) STEGO!
2 Save for Computer...
3 Be a friend.
4 Get a Tattoo. C:
5 100 Themes 25/100 [link]

Devious Information

  • Current Age: Old Enough to be Wise.
  • Current Residence: Life
  • Interests: Living to the Fullest.
  • Favourite movie: Any.
  • Favourite band or musician: Plumb, Switchfoot, The Normals, Nouveaux, Geoff Moore and the Distance.
  • Favourite genre of music: Everything except Polka.
  • Favourite artist: The humble ones who seek wonder.
  • Favourite poet or writer: The ones who tell truth for truth's sake.
  • Favourite photographer: Kedralynn.
  • Favourite style of art: *Shrugs* whatever catches my eye.
  • Operating System: does it matter?
  • MP3 player of choice: If it plays music I like it.
  • Shell of choice: n/a
  • Wallpaper of choice: Whatever I don't get tired of looking at.
  • Skin of choice: Either completely loud and colorful, or competely silent and simple.
  • Favourite game: *laughs* I just like them.
  • Favourite gaming platform: I can't play them for peanuts.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Batman.
  • Personal Quote: I can't wait to see you fly...maybe you'll someday see the world from my side of the sky.
  • Tools of the Trade: Questions, Books, Music, Words and Guided Heart.

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~Endallia:iconEndallia: 14 hours 1 minute ago Mood: Joy
Thanks !

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
=katiexwells:iconkatiexwells: 1 day 12 hours ago
Hey thanks for the fave and watch! Look in my journal for a feature of one of your deviations :]

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I am participating in the *100ThemesChallenge
~Endallia:iconEndallia: May 12, 2008, 6:56:05 PM
you are welcome. C:

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
~auraphoto:iconauraphoto: May 9, 2008, 2:20:47 AM
Thanks for the fav! :)
You're welcome in my gallery.

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:pointr: Gerry, i'm a woman. We don't say what we want. But we do reserve the right to be pissed off if we don't get it. It's the thing that makes us fascinating. And not a little bit scary.
-Sliding Doors-
~Endallia:iconEndallia: Apr 12, 2008, 4:40:41 PM
you are welcome.
C:

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
~Endallia:iconEndallia: Apr 10, 2008, 7:14:18 PM
you are welcome.

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
~Endallia:iconEndallia: Apr 10, 2008, 7:14:08 PM
you're welcome.

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
~Endallia:iconEndallia: Apr 2, 2008, 11:28:05 AM
you are welcome

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
*Pirate-Queen:iconPirate-Queen: Apr 1, 2008, 4:00:01 PM
Thank you for the fav's :) :hug:
~Endallia:iconEndallia: Mar 6, 2008, 8:55:20 AM
you are welcome.

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
~dondiablorocks:icondondiablorocks: Mar 5, 2008, 3:41:44 PM
thanks alot for the favs! much appreciated :D
~Endallia:iconEndallia: Feb 27, 2008, 1:19:35 AM
C: you are welcome.

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
~torreykat:icontorreykat: Feb 23, 2008, 1:26:25 PM
I hadn't heard or seen anything from you in a while--it's great to see you're still here :D

Thanks for the +fav btw ^_^

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~It's always darkest before it goes pitch black...
~torreykat:icontorreykat: Feb 20, 2008, 11:12:14 AM
Aww, thanks for faving!
:)

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~It's always darkest before it goes pitch black...
~Endallia:iconEndallia: Feb 20, 2008, 12:25:26 AM
thank you for the exquisite photograph
C:

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
*RickyLP:iconRickyLP: Feb 19, 2008, 5:37:59 PM
Thanks a lot for the fav Jessica.
~Endallia:iconEndallia: Jan 4, 2008, 7:52:17 PM
Hello, back random deviant.

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
=animati0n:iconanimati0n: Jan 4, 2008, 7:28:33 PM
Hello, random deviant! :wave:
~Endallia:iconEndallia: Nov 23, 2007, 11:33:11 AM
you are welcome. C:

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
~perfect1:iconperfect1: Nov 22, 2007, 9:43:18 PM
thank you so much for the :+fav: !!

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| unattractive? yes. | artistic? sure. | masculine? psh, no! |
~Endallia:iconEndallia: Nov 22, 2007, 9:33:11 PM
your are welcome. C:

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You're not a very intellectual person-that would explain why you are so bored.
~DOK3:iconDOK3: Nov 22, 2007, 7:07:59 PM
thx for the fav
it is my newest work